It's a long story..

I think I need a psychologist or someone like a psychologist... There's just many things that bug or have affected me and made me the person I am today and they.. heap onto me.. I need someone non-judgemental.. accepting.. listening.. confidential.. where can I find these people without paying $180... and actually wants to help me rather than boot me out after an hour.. someone who wants to be a friend to me, not just a client..

Sigh how I have so many wishes which are highly unlikely to come true.